THE REAL pinKIKAY

FASHION FREAK:
I love fashion. I enjoy mixing & matching clothes. You can never define what my fashion style is all about. You can see me just wearing a plain white tee, good fitting pants, and a pair of my most trusted chucks. I can bring the glam in me by wearing a super sexy dress & killer stilettos. You might think I’m a Maria Clara when you saw me wearing long skirt, but I can be bold and reveal some skin by wearing micro mini skirt and short shorts. You may call me kikay when I’m all dress up in girly outfit but you might also think that I’m a super astig rackista when you see me wearing an all black outfit complete with skull accessories. I love make up and I love to accessorize. I love stilettos and pumps, but I also love sneakers and flipflops. When it comes to fashion, I’m a bit adventurous and I’m open in trying a new look all the time.

MY COLLECTION:
I collect chuck taylor. I’m super in love with chucks!!! I have 23 pairs & still counting. Before it was just my hobby to play the guitar. When I learned to play the six strings, I bought a nice guitar, and before I knew it, there were so many guitars in my room waiting to be strummed. I love to read! It was not surprising to see a huge collection of a feel good book for a bookworm like me.

ON RELATIONSHIPS:
I’ve always been in a relationship & I can’t remember a time when I was really single. I don’t even know how it feels not be to romantically attached with anyone. I love deeply though some conditions apply. I can give you my best but not my everything. I can do crazy things for you but not stupid things. I will appreciate all the things that you’ll do for me, I’ll try to understand all your shortcomings. But I will never be blind to see the stupid things that you’re into. I cannot be mute in times when I badly needed to scream. I cannot be deaf for the awful words that will come out of your mouth. I can be a good partner but too far from being a martyr.

ON BEING A FRIEND:
You might think that I’m a loner because most of the time I prefer to be alone. Actually there are a lot of things that I enjoy doing alone, but I also enjoy other’s company. I maintain a small group of friends, but once you are included in my list, I’ll be loyal to you on a lifetime basis.

MY MUSIC:
I’m Mariah Carey’s number 1 fan and I have a complete collection of her album. In the local scene, I admire Kyla. Her voice is perfect when all you wanted to do is to sit back and relax. Most of the music that I listen to range from alternative to rock & grunge. And oh, I love Bob Marley.


ME AS A PERSON:
I’m very ambitious. I can’t figure it out how I am going go make my dreams into reality. I want to be a neurosurgeon someday. It has always been my dream to set foot on the moon and to travel in outer space. I am an aspiring writing. I’ve been through a lot of challenges and there have been a lot of instances wherein I just wanted to give up. I was a nobody then, and up to this very moment I’m still a nobody. I don’t have anything but my dreams to keep me moving. No one ever believes in my capabilities, myself included. But I’m learning to love my self and I hope someday I can be my self’s number 1 fan.

MY ROLE MODEL:
I always wanted to have someone who will guide me in my everyday life. Those people need not to be personally related to me, nor are they needed to be with my side 24/7. I looked up to Bianca Gonzalez as my ole model. Before she entered PBB, she was adored by many. But after a few months of stay in Big Brother’s house, everyone started to hate her. I admire how she handles pressure and how she was able to inspire other people. It’s not really the mistakes she made that counts but how she took the learning in her mind. Her blog have inspired so many people and I was one of those lucky people who have been moved by her stories and articles. She really is a smart person but let’s admit it, she did something that people did not approved of. But she managed to pick up the pieces and took some time to reflect and soon enough, she was standing tall again. I love everything about Bianca Gonzalez! I also love all the things that she loves. The reason why I’m so addicted to chucks is because of her. I have a lot of magazines with her on the cover and I will really buy things similar to the one that she owns, talk about hero worship here ha!


IT’S NEVER TOO LATE TO ENJOY LIFE:
I have always been a good student. When I was in college I can’t understand why people are into drinking and smoking. I don’t know what social life means. My life basically revolves in the classroom, library and in hospitals where I practiced my course. I started having a night life at the age of 24. I felt that I missed a lot of things. I’ll be missing more if I don’t allow myself to experience all these socialization. I have to admit I enjoy so many drinking sessions with my friends although a smart conversation at my favorite coffee shop is still the best. I enjoy Friday night gimmicks. Not only I meet a lot of people but I also learn so many things, most of them were not taught in school. I can say that I was a smart student back in college but now I’m beginning to be street smart and learning the basics of life 101. I’m hoping to learn more.