I MISS YOU GUYS!Last week I was able to get in touch with my co staff at Nepro Systems. It was super fun. Merienda lang with lots of stories. More bonding moments to come!

AND THE GIRLFRIEND SPEAKS

Why is it hard to let go? Letting go of the person you love is really difficult. But if you really love each other why do you have to let go? If there's no third party involve in the relationship and everything is running smoothly and neither of you have fallen out of love, then the only reason that I can think of why you have to let go is that YOU ARE NOT GROWING TOGETHER. When you are in a relationship, you both go through the process of learning new things, discovering your strengths and weaknesses, overcoming your insecurities. To cut it short you two should grow together. When I say that you are growing together, I don't mean that you have to go through the same direction or perspective in life. You are both growing individually. Each one has his or her identity. Nag grow kayo ng sabay, pero bawat isa has to grow on his/her own. One can exist without the other. Alam mo yung feeling na pag couple kayo at nakita nyo ang common friends nyo imbes na kumustahin ka ang sasabihin nila "Uy kumusta na si (insert name of BF/GF here)? "Nasaan si (insert name of BF/GF here)?" Badtrip diba! Parang nagiging spoon and fork kayo, coffee and creamer, or bread and butter. Yung parang hindi functional or hindi kumpleto pag wala yung isa. When you feel that there's no room for you to grow, that's the time that you wanted to break free. Why? Because you wanted to regain the composure that you had when you were still single. You wanted to have your old self. Yung ikaw talaga. Yung hindi nagtatago sa anino nya. Yung hindi nabubuhay ng para lang sa kanya. Yung hindi ka nangangarap ng para sa kanya or para sa inyong dalawa, yung meron ka pa ding pangarap na para sa'yo talaga. At higit sa lahat yung ikaw na gusto mong maging at hindi yung ikaw na gusto nya, at lalong hindi ang ikaw na hinulma nya para maging close sa ideal person nya, pero napakalayo naman sa totoong ikaw.

RANDOM THOUGHTS ABOUT LIFE

Na feel nyo na ba ito?

+ yung parang masaya ka pero nasasaktan ka
+ parang tama pero mali
+ parang gusto mo pero ayaw mo
+ parang gusto mong bumitaw pero gusto mong kumapit
+ gusto mong mag move on pero di ka makakilos
+ kayo pero parang hindi
+ hindi kayo pero parang kayo
+ nandyan siya pero parang mag-isa ka pa rin
+ nagmamahalan kayo pero di kayo magkaintindihan
+ gusto mo siya, gusto ka niya, pero hindi pwede maging kayo


Ang labo ano? Pero I'm sure isa dito naranasan nyo na. Ang gulo diba? Pero aminin mo, nangyayari ito sa totoong buhay.

I'M TURNING 26 & I AM STILL SINGLE

I am turning 26 this September and I am still single. When I say single I am pertaining to a non-married life. I am in a relationship of five years but I don't know why I haven't even thought of getting married yet. Lately I have been invited to weddings of my friends who's age more or less are the same with me. I've been hearing news that some of my school mates got married. I've seen them in friendster wearing their wedding gown. I asked myself, "Nagmamadali ba sila?" or "Ako yung nahuhuli na?"I really don't feel pressured to get married although by this point in time marriage should have crossed my mind. When I was in early twenties, I told myself that I wanted to have my first baby at the age of 24, not necessarily that I have to be married. Honestly I can see myself with kids but not married.

I don't have anything against marriage. But marriage is a big responsibility. Argue with me but getting married is not only about fabulous wedding, the perfect gown or the perfect wedding shoes. Marriage is a lifetime commitment. At my age, I don't think I am responsible enough to open this new chapter in my life. I still want to enjoy my single hood. I don't know when I will say "I Do". Most probably when I find the reason to get married, when the time is right and when "Mr. Right" sweeps me off my feet. Soon I'll get there but I am not in a hurry. Maybe 5-6 years more of single life. I love being single and I want to enjoy every moment of it!

HELLO AND GOODBYE

When do you say hello & when do you say goodbye? I have always been in a relationship and there have been a lot of hellos & goodbyes that I've been through. Being in a relationship is nice specially when the relationship is new. It's the time when both of you are at their best. You give your 100% in everything you do. You feel loved, you feel important & you feel appreciated by your partner. I have a lot of failed relationships. When you are in that situation when everything is falling apart, you couldn't think of the reason why the relationship has to go through that test. Letting go of the one you love would always be the last option. You'll do everything just to make things work. You can be stupid and put yourself in the worst scenario. You can be blind and not see all the things that's happening. You can be deaf and not hear anything. You can be mute and not utter a single word. Why? Because saying goodbye is really difficult. But put this in mind. Goodbye is not the end of everything. It is actually the start of something beautiful. It would really be difficult to say goodbye to someone you love. But there would always be a reason why you have to part ways. You cannot find that reason why you are still feeling hurt. When your emotions are stable and everything about you is normal, that's the only time that you understand why it happened. Don't be afraid to say goodbye. If you can't say goodbye to your past, how can you say hello to your present?

BAKIT NAIINLOVE ANG MGA BABAE SA MGA PLAYBOY?

Ang mga babae hindi yan bulag, lalong hindi manhid o tanga. Malakas ang pakiramdam naming mga babae at daig pa namin ang pinkamagaling na manghuhula kung hulaan rin lang kung sino ba talaga ang PLAYBOY sa mga lalake na ito. Ang mga playboy natural napakaraming GIRLS sa buhay nila. Kung ilan kami o pang ilan kami sa buhay nila hindi na mahalaga. Eh bakit nga ba nagkakagusto ang mga babae sa playboy?Ito ang mga reasons.

*NOTE: ang mga reasons na ito ay charged from experienced. I'm speaking for myself. Wala akong ibang naging basis kung hindi ang sarili kong mga paniniwala at opinion so please DON'T QUOTE me on this...

1. masarap magmahal ang playboy
-Bukod sa mabulaklak ang dila ng mga playboy, todo din ang effort nyan para lang mapasagot ka. Kung may Visa papunta sa buwan sigurado dadalhin ka nya doon. At kung kayang bilhin ang mga bituin, malamang naubos na ang mga tala sa kalangitan dahil lahat yan ay ibibigay nila sau *aww (sweetness!)

2.iba ang yabang factor ng mga playboy
-Likas na siguro sa playboy ang ma-angas. Ewan ko ba pero iba ang dating sakin ng mga guys na maangas. . Parang may kakaiba sa kanila, parang sobrang challenging ang personality. Just imagine ang pinakamaangas sa campus sinusuyo ka, iba ang dating! Kaya kung ma-angas ang look mo boy pero gagawin mo lahat para mapasagot ang isang girl, YOU'RE THE MAN!!!

3. masarap makitang magbago ang playboy para sayo
-Yung tipong sasabihin nya sa'yo na "alam mo dati gago ako pero nung nakilala kita nakita ko na ang dahilan para magbago", o kaya naman "alam mo ikaw lang nakapagpatino sakin" *aww (sweetness strikes again!)

BOKABULARYO NG MGA BAKLA

In my previous post, I used a new word "nag-iinaso". And just to satisfy the curiosity of the readers, I'm going to write the meaning of that word. Ito ay bokabularyo ng mga bakla at hindi nyo po ito mahahanap sa dictionary.

Nag iinaso- nag iinarte or nag iinaswang (baklang bakla ang salitang ito!)

ANG TELESERYE NG TOTOONG BUHAY

I have a boy bud who's super head over heals with this girl. For the purpose of protecting their privacy, I'd rather not reveal their names in my post. As in hindi ko pa kilala ang boy bud na ito, naririnig ko na ang story nila. And when a common friend introduced me to him nasabi ko na lang, "Siya pala yung in love na in love sa girl na yon". When I first met him, lasing pa siya noon. That night we went to Tagaytay together with our friends. At kahit sobrang lasing si boy bud talaga namang si girl pa rin ang naiisip niya. I remember it was really cold in Tagaytay that night and nag mo-moist na yung window ng mga kotse, At si boy bud, lahat ng pwedeng masulatan ng name ng girl na yun, sinulatan niya talaga. Kaloka diba. Lasing or hindi lasing yung girl talaga ang nasa isip niya. When I went to Dubai, lagi ko sila kinukumusta ng girl. Hindi pa din daw sila. And after more than a year, ganun pa din sila. Talagang pursigido si boy bud! Hay! I just wish na maging okay na ang lahat. I don't want to sound bias but my boy bud is really nice and I wish I can say it to the girl that she's lucky talaga. Nakakaloka talaga ang story nila. May mga moments na sobrang bad trip na si boy bud at habang umiinom kami, si gurlaloo pa din ang bukang bibig niya. Naisip ko kahit tatlong truck na red horse ang maubos namin talagang hindi na mawawala sa puso at isip niya ang girl na yon. Although hindi naman siya talaga umiiyak but I can tell that deep inside talagang na hu-hurt siya. Lahat talaga gagawin ni boy bud para sa girl. At yung mga moments na feeling nga nya hindi na talaga magiging sila, lahat na ata ng simbahan naikot nya para mag novena. And out of curiosity, one time tinanong ko siya, ano ba talaga ang nagustuhan mo sa girl na yon? Sumagot si boy bud "Hindi ko nga din alam eh". Napaisip ako. Mahal nga talaga nya yung girl kase he can't even think of the reason why he fell for that girl, walang reason, na feel lang niya. awww! And love knows no reason. I have to admit minsan naiinis na din ako sa girl eh, kase kung ayaw niya dapat sabihin niya diba. Kase habang nag bibigay siya ng motibo, symepre si boy bud continue naman sa panliligaw. Minsan gusto kong sabihin sa girl na tigilan na nya ang pag-iinaso (pag-iinarte). Yes or no lang, wag na yung ewan, siguro, or baka na sagot. Ang labo ng mundo diba, magulo kaya masyado. Pero ganun eh, wala naman tayong magagawa. Tol ang love story niyo, daig pa ang Pinoy Big Brother. Ang love story niyo ang teleserye ng totoong buhay. And tol, fan na fan ako ng love story ninyo! Goodluck best boy bud!

PLATONIC RELATIONSHIP

I'm sure that you guys have encountered the term platonic love. It is the term used by many to describe a relationship that exists between two persons of the opposite sex which means love that exist between friends. As in mag friends lang talaga, no romantic love involve, whatsoever. I've know some friends who claimed that the love that exist between the two of them is purely platonic. But is it really possible that two persons of the opposite sex could be that close and not end up liking or loving each other as a couple? I was amazed! At nagtataka talaga ako everytime na nakakakita ako ng mga tao na nagsasabing "friends lang kami" but they are super sweet. Friends lang sila pero bakit mas madalas pa nila kasama ang friend nila as compare sa BF or GF nila diba? Hay! Nakakaloka! Parang more than friends pero less than lovers ang drama nila. Okay, let's assume that they are really just friends, and each one has his/her special someone. But is it not possible to fall for your friend kasi nga di ba you are super close. At kahit may special someone kayo parang it's hard not to fall for your friend lalo na kung kayo yung laging magkasama. Ano kaya ang chances that you will not fall for your friend and hanggang kailan nyo masasabi na mag friends lang kayo?

TAGGED BY RITZ

tagged by: Ritz

You share 8 things that your readers don't know about you. Then at the end you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going.

* each blogger must post these rules first.
* each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
* bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
* at the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
* don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.

1. I hate cats & I'm afraid of them
* but I love hello kitty
2. I don't know where's kaliwa & kanan
* it would take time for me to distinguish kaliwa from kanan
3. When we are walking, I always want to stay on the left side
* I feel weird when I'm on the right side, parang increase ang anxiety level hehe!basta uncomfortable ako sa right side
4. I don't eat marsmallow
* yucky!
5. I'm super in love with Jericho Rosales
* Tom Cruise or Jericho? Jericho Rosales!!! Ganyan ako ka inlove kay Jericho!
6. Addict sa gala
* hindi ko talaga kayang mag stay sa bahay kahit isang araw lang. I can go to Tagaytay on my own. Kahit mag isa lang ako basta maka alis lang ng bahay
7. I'm afraid of the dark
* I can't sleep without my lamp on
8. I'm not a movie addict
* I can't stand movies that last for more than 2 hours and sobrang konti lang talaga ang movies na pinapanood ko, tamad ako manood ng tv at movies

Passed this tag to: Juliet; Candace; Ricka; Jay; Lovelle; Kathleen; Joshua; Chesca

TRYING HARD TO GAIN WEIGHT

I've tried all vitamins that promises weight gain. But none of them work for me. I tried to go to the gym for the gain weight program but I don't think I get the result that I want. I may sound weird because I know a lot of girls are trying hard just to loose a pound and here I am doing everything just to gain weight. I don't know if I should consider my self lucky for not having problems regarding my metabolism. Imagine girls who goes to the gym, those who tried all the slimming pills and those who deprived themselves from eating just to have the figure that they want. Unlike me, I can eat all I want and still not get fat. Although I have to admit I really wanted to gain some weight.

Yesterday I bought this vitamins that someone recommended me, nakakataba daw. At sobrang inaantok ako after ko uminom. At pag gising ko gutom na gutom ako. Halos whole day akong tulog kahapon at super kain talaga pag gising ko. Nakakataba nga kaya ito? Well let's wait and see if there's some truth to that. I'll inform you guys when the result is positive. Hopefully I'll gain weight.

DAIRY QUEEN ADDICT

I have always been a fan of strawberry ice cream. And when I tried vanilla flavored ice cream, I started to like it also. When Dairy Queen opened at Gateway Mall (I think that was 2 years ago), I tried there brownie temptation blizzard & I was addicted to it. The other day, I went to Robinson's Galleria and I was happy to know that DQ opened a branch there. So I ordered my favorite blizzard. And it was the same yummylicious ice cream that I have tried years ago. Super yummy! If you happen to pass by a DQ branch, I suggest you try this one. Forget the guilt feeling just indulge!

LUNCH DATE WITH MY BRO

Me and my brother Petz went to the mall this morning. Since I am super addicted to coffee, I decided to invite him for a lunch at Cordillera Coffee shop. And I'm happy that he loved the place and the food. We always have bonding moments and we usually go to new places to try new dishes. I'm sharing with you guys some pictures taken at the coffee shop. Enjoy!